What’s wrong with me lately? Why is my mind all over the place? I just want my thoughts to make sense. To be put back together and I can think clearly again. I used to have ideas about how I would reach my goals and make my dreams a reality, but I’ve lost the ability to connect my wants to actions.
I’m broken. Return me. Fix me. Can I even return to normalcy?
I can’t put up this front anymore. Everyday the barrier I put between myself and the world becomes thinner. Weaker. I no longer enjoy the things that used to be an escape for me.
Colors are losing their glamour. Dark, muted shades are more appealing now. Not that it matters anymore. Everything is turning black & white.
I’m not looking forward to anything anymore.
Envious of the past, annoyed of the future. Stuck in the present.